Down-and-out

Not literally down-and-out but I just feel this way. For your information, I'm still jobless. Ample job opportunities, luckless me. I have only gone for one interview so far, this is very bad. In addition, I didn't regard that particular interview as a formal job interview. Apparently the interviewer was chatting with me, not fully in English but with a mixture of Chinese. What's this. I made a vain effort preparing answers to questions which I thought she would ask. I'm not going to give up just yet. I can't give up for sure, I've no choice. I don't want to remain jobless for life. This is just the beginning. Let me update a little on my life. For the past month, besides working part time, I would head out for some shopping whenever I felt like I had to because of GSS. I couldn't bring myself to miss all the good bargains. I knew the spending wouldn't last for long but I did enjoy the possession of new items that added to my closet. As for now, I ended my part time job and hide at home on most of the days after I've burned a hole in my pocket. Loser. 

On a happier note, my dearest J has successfully given birth to a healthy baby boy! That calls for a celebration! Only when she's done with her confinement. This is grueling. But she's a happy mom despite all the hard times she had gone through during the entire period of her pregnancy. Last night, at the hospital, the smile that flashed across her face when she carried baby zender in her arms was heavenly. I saw it. 

I mentioned on Twitter that I will starve myself for the rest of today after having McDonalds for supper at midnight. I'm trying my best to accomplish what I've promised myself. I haven't taken a single sip of liquid yet. Not that I don't want to but I'm lazy to fetch myself some water and prefer to sit in front of my laptop typing whatever I'm typing right here right now. I think I should go get some water now, write again.