Sunday, May 22, 2011

Always searching, never finding

Sundays are exceptionally sunny to me. I wonder if that's how it was named. I never fancy Sundays. I'm idling most of my time away, not being able to discover exactly what I want in life yet. Working part time along the way and at the same time I hope I can figure a way out for myself. I'll never ever earn a living out of my interests so this thought is going into the trash. My graduation ceremony is nearing and there isn't a bit of excitement. I'll just have to pray hard that I won't trip myself to fall down on stage when receiving my certificate. So I presume that the lecturers will question us on whether we're in the midst of seeking a job or we've already got one. I feel so restless and incompetent. I would rather stare at all the pretty faces in a drama series for a couple of hours on my laptop than to visit websites like jobstreet or jobcentral. Dan will be away from me for a solid two weeks starting from 8 June. I'll miss him a lot. So all my time will be dedicated to him until he enters the army. I love this boy. I would say he's one in a million. He has done so much for me. I'm a failure. Till then.

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