You don't fit

You're incorrigible. I will kick your ass someday, trust me. I will. You're such an asshole. No, you're worse than an asshole. Oh yeah.

Today's arrival

I was given this little notebook as a gift from my colleague who just came back from Seoul on Monday. She is the sweetest. I had a crush on him for a short period of time, not to worry, the affection did not sustain. I must admit that I'm already an adult, so there's a need to act like one. Chasing after the stars were what we did when we were teenagers. But he's really good looking and so comfortable to look at, opps. Dan would nag if he were to see this. But still, thank you Chery for being such a kind soul to me all along. You have always been so helpful and nice to each and everyone. I appreciate everything. Thank you, thank you.

Attended Selfie's birthday last saturday. I got to thank her for the invitation. It was so heart warming to receive goodie bags from the host as a token of appreciation for attending the event. Who still does that? The last time I received a goodie bag was during kindergarden. It was really sweet of her, always so lovable.

I had my cropped hair cropped again. May it drives away all bad luck.

Brunch @ Picotin

Picotin serves over priced food. Mid-high range, catering to the rich and is totally not my type. Ambience was great. It felt foreign because caucasians were everywhere. They were tasting the wine and enjoying the breeze. It's the location and service that costs a bomb. I'm so shallow, can't help it. I'm not use to eating raw meat so I felt a little disgusted by the texture. Slimy and cold. I had a hard time chewing it. I wonder if it would decay in my stomach since it was not even cooked. I'm fine with raw salmon but not raw meat. I became a little stingy to myself ever since I started working. Money is so hard to earn and so easy spend. Times are bad, I should save as much as I can. I feel so old now after saying all of these. Dan departed for Taiwan at midnight and will be staying there for three weeks. Received a text from him saying that he was shivering from the cold though the sun was shining so brightly at them. I hope he has enough clothes to keep him warm. Meantime, I will work harder and harder. I want to be outstanding, but, it's so damn tough. I think I should at least cut down the scoldings from my superior, talk less and do more. Play mute. Reduce my silly mistakes and be nicer to the customers.

Is it too much to ask for

I'm really upset over a couple of things lately. Everything came crashing down on me at the same time all of a sudden. Anger and sadness. Relationships with co-workers and my own contradictions. I started off 2012 pretty badly. I don't know what has gone into me and I'm not feeling positive towards anything that might strike. Making money is not easy, especially when you're dealing face to face with your customers. Customers are not always right. You'll meet appreciative customers but then my conclusion is, service line sucks. For myself, I can't put up with my customers. It's a take it or leave it kind of stuff. I hate being accused and shouted at. Come on, I'm just a teller, a fucking teller. I'm human too so please show some basic respect and stop acting like you own the bank. To be frank, I'm reaching my limit. I need to pursue my degree by the end of 2013, end my current job, and start anew. This is what I want now. I have never wanted something that badly so please, no more 'surprises'.